i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hellooooooooo.

here i m to blog.
went to baby hse in the morning at 8+am to pei hym.
smiles.

finally he forgive me somehow ler.
&& he ask me go pei hym.

i guess most of my problems in my mind are SOLVED.
managed to talk to baby abt his hse stuffs & ns thingy.
&& he will consider all abt it.

&& at 1st i felt so guilty abt it.
but everything we managed to say out.
&& its halfly settled.

just hope baby will report to his camp on mon.
no matter wad happen.
i will still wait for you.
this is my promise to you & i will never brk it.

he said he will even called home.
LOL.
i was quite shocked.

&& thanks ah lie for pizza hut just nw.
smiles.

&& just called baby just nw.
told hym i starting to miss hym ler.
he said he also.
den he wanna go sleep.
i say okays.
smiles.

&& lalala.
tml going shopping bahs.
maybe at night go find baby or wad to give hym surprise.
hehes. =]

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:47 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

this few days happened alot of stuffs.

went to find baby on sat morning.
den pei-ed hym.
went to holland v in the night.
went to eski bar.
not bad lar.
but drinks are expensive there.

after dat fall aslp in his hse.
cause was too tired.
=x

cause afternnoon study abit.
den on sun.
went home & got scolding again.

got slap-ed by dad again.
ask me to move out of my hse & stuffs.
wanted to move out.
but mum dun let.
they hit me with a hanger, beat me & kick me.
but i still say it not my fault.

i kept crying cause is not i do wrong thinqs.
is too pain ler.

&& talk to baby abt his stuffs.
but all i get is he is angry with me.
wanted hym to go home.
but he say all the stuffs is none of my biz.

i am trying to help you.
not to harm you.
i dun1 anythinq to happen to you.
&& it is a serious case if you dun report.

&& went for accounting exam today.
was really difficult.
&& got caught wearing slippers.
talk-ed to the section head & stuffs.
seriously i dun give a damn either.
got exam or din take wad for?

&& baby is real angry with me.
i'm really sorry.
anyw i wun contact with your sis again.
cause is NONE OF MY BIZ.

wad hurts me most.
is your words.
your stuffs is NONE OF MY BIZ.
dat words really hurts.

maybe i should let you go.
i duno if you still love me.
i seriously i do still love you.
but i duno why.
cant get you out of my mind.

i just want you to think of your future instead of keep spending money everyday.
&& tio charge & stuffs.
i dun1 to see you end up in dat kind of ways.
your family have forgiven you.
&& the more you should go back home.
dun let them worry for you.

but i dun think you will be reading my blog also.
so nvm.
i din even post your pictures & stuffs.
so dun worry.

hais.
nights.
not in a gd mood cause you are driving me mad.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 10:47 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

BABY,

HAPPY 1 MTH ANNIVERSARY.

din went to sch.
was really tired.

ytd i got go sch.
den stayed back for 2hours for accounting to catch up.
den went to esplanade.
wanted to buy baby cheesecake.
but sold out.
den took bus 77 to find baby at bb.
toooook 1hour.
zzz.

den chatted with baby & he bring me downstair to buy food.
love ya.
LOL.

maybe later going to find hym.
smiles.

well, i am thinking of you again.
why why?
you make my tears falls.
the days at east coast & staircase.
hais.

bye.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:47 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

just came back from baby hse.
ate pizza hut.
baby treat.
=]
thanks baby.

&& after dat see TV.
zz.
after dat he keep ask me go home.
keep nag at me.
hais.

quarrel with hym just nw.
cause he always nag at me which i dun like.
TREAT ME SO BAD.
hais.

you should noe your ownself.
HMPH.

went to sch today.
did my 2.4km & 5 station.
i think i tried my best for 2.4km.
& i only fail my standing broad jump.
every yr also fail.
sian. =x

i am so tired now.
i am going to sleep now.
nights everyone. =]

1 more day to our 1 mth anniversary.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 12:29 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

just came back from work.
din went sch today.

last fri went to baby hse.
&& i brought my vodka along & we made AH LIE drunk.
LOL.

den on sat went to queensway with zhiwei & baby.
&& took a photo of baby backview.

; baby BACKVIEW.

we went movie.
watch the show DAN IN REAL LIFE.
so funny lor.
not bad lar.
everyone was laughing all the way only baby DIN laugh.
zzz.

& i m used to my baby hugs ler.
LOL.

den went mj on sunday.
lose 60bucks.
LOL.

nvm larr.
den went home after dat.

i hate working liao.
the stupid LOT2 de in charge SI BEI KP.
LOL.
maybe thinking of transfering liao.
to tiong bahru maybe?
LOL.

&& why do this few days ppl keep saying they saw me?
when they saw other GIRLS who look like me?
zzzz.

okays.
i gonna rest early.
tml got nafa.
JIAYOU.
after dat going find baby i think.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 12:15 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

din go to sch today again.
ROFL.

wake up den fall aslp again.
dream of something nice.
LOL.
cause baby is included inside.
haha.

dream of my dad change a new hse to bungalow.
den my room was like so fucking big.
&& scary cause its too big.
can put in 3 queen size bed, 3 single bed & 1 super single bed & 1 toilet & mirror.
wah lao eh.
den my mum ask baby to come my hse pei me sleep.
so funny lor.
my dream is too powerful liao.

&& ytd i went to find baby.
den pei hym til 11pm den i took a bus home.
guess he is damn tired.
LOL.
i just sat there & see hym sleep.
& disturb hym only.

LOVE YOU BABY.
so cya on fri.
CHALET.
LOL.

lalala.
i going clubbing at dbl o later.
anyone wanna join us?

going town 1st. =]
g0nna wear my dress later.
guess s0.
den we go take neoprint.
haha.

okays.
i will end here.
i wanna go down & buy my food & makan.
take care.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:10 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

i m here to blog.
was awaken by my baby.
call me & i call back.

going to sleep back soon.
must go sch this few days.
cause promise baby i will go sch for 4days.

&& went out with laoqonq ytd to suntec/marina after sch.
&& bought bras/qirl boxers. && etc etc.
saw a heels & dress.
still deciding to buy or not.
lalala.

&& today went to sch.
den after dat went to dye my hair.
to copper brown?
LOL.
duno wad color.

look normal.

errr.

&& wanted to go baby.
he insisted dun1.
cause scare my dad scold me.
zzzzz.

i miss you so much.
din seen you for 2 days.
maybe meet you on fri & sat bahs.

wo ai ni wors.
LALALALAA.

nights.
tml going sch ALSO. =]

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:32 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

stayed at home the whole day.
din go home.

i wanted to sneak out to find baby.
but baby ask me stay at home.
so i listen-ed to hym lor.

trying to act guai at home only.
zzzz.

hope to see 笨笨 soon.
he's nickname is 笨笨.
&& he always call me 蛋蛋.
so funny lor.

love ya.

&& somehow i always think of you.
nsdoishf983qwhoihnaqdn.
i still missing you alittle bit.
although i have bf ler.
hopefully u & your gf are well.
hais.

tml hope i can go out.
dun give a damn.
nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:10 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

i seriously fucking hate my DAD.

i will remember the SLAPS you given me.
YES! you better fucking remember it.

&& went to baby hse.
beeen tgt with hym since wed.
meet hym almost everyday.

yes baby.
love you lar.
dun keep making me angry.
i treated you gd cos i wanna cherish you.
hopefully you will change for me too.
treat me ABIT MORE better will you?

smiles.

i go sleep.
not in a gd mood.
cries.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 12:40 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys heys.

went bugis with laoqonq just now in the afternoon.
finally bouqht the baq i wanted shooo LONG.
& bouqht a pair of BLACK HEELS.

&& my clinique MOISTURING LOTION.
LOL.

total all cost me 100 bucks.
LOL.

den bought thinqs for baby to eat.
went to find hym.
cause miss you shoo much mans.

maybe tml wan go find you again.
LOL.
i love you.

nights.
going sleep ler.

&& baby i promise tml i sure go to sch de.
sorry to brk my promises to you.

hehes.

WATASHIWA AISHITERU
chan wai kin DES. =]

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:18 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

today din went to sch.
slept the whole day at home.

ytd went town with laoqonq.
met her bf & zum(duno how to spell).

den bought 2 donuts for baby.
wanted to give hym a surprise after his work.

den quarrel with hym cos he wanted me to pei hym drink martini or tequilla
which i rejected hym.
LOL.

but sorry for losing my temper.
i noe you purposely de.
LOL.
cause you love me too much.
lalalala.

den took bus to find hym.
stand all the way.
make me so tired.

den went his hse pass hym the donuts.
but do you noe wad?
he bought me DONUTS also.
so concidentally lor.

den he bought me foods.
LOVE YOU BABY.

&& he went to play mj den i took cab-ed home instead.
cos too tired.
din slept ytd morning & went to sch immediately.

tml i am q0inq to sch.
maybe meet hym for movie tml bahs.

lovesloves.

i wanna go get the bags i saw & the black heels i wanna get.

now i feel so tired.
feel like sleeping again.
LOL.

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 8:48 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

super long nv post liao.
cause i super lazy.
hahas.

been meeting baby recently.
had alot of quarreling but we are still fine. =)
hehe.
i just realised i always say brk to him. haha.
he din even say it before.
hopefully i wun say it again.
hahaha. =))

& i bought something from japan. haha.
its just 2 pcs of metal which cost me $60+

hopefully baby will like it.

smiles. =))

okokay.

back to work.

tc everyone.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 2:17 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

just came home from baby hse.
stay at his hse for the past 2 days. =]

time flies so fast.
we did lots of stuffs during this few days.
&& i love rounding with your frens too.
LOL.

you ask me a qns ytd.
will we ever last?

i think we will.
but i really hope i can be there for you.
i scare you will be locked up.
& i cant see you anymore.
dat the thinq i am afraid of.

i told myself to give up you & let you go.
but i just cant.
i duno why.

i wanted to hold you so tightly & nv let you go.
i duno how long can we last.

but we noe our hearts love each other.
other stuffs does not matter.

LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP CWK.
since 24 dec 2o07.

tml starting sch ler.
i wanna go dye my hair.
& get my license.

left 3 more mths to grad.
hope i will pass all my exams. =]

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 9:18 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hey hey.

welcome to the year of 2008.
=]

this few days have been qoinq out.
dat why now den have the tym to blog.
smiles.

everyday without fail.
i am with hubby.
LOL.

smiles.
i love you.
time flies so fast like wad you say.
everytime de lor.

dun always disturb me hor.
LOL.

nvm.
xi guan ler.

LOVES LOVES.

i going downstair awhile.
sat morning den go find youu again.
den we go dating.
&& next mon sch reopens.
SIAN.
heard of sch. JIU SIAN. =]

bye.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 7:18 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hey hey.

HAPPY BDAE TO MY COUSIN, XIN HUI. =]

din go sch for 3days liao.
but tml i am g0ing.
smiles.

went bugis ytd & today.
bought my dress.
&& i will get my shirt on sat i think.
=]

xianhui got 4 free tix of movie.
so we decided to watch the show the mist.
the SHOW is BORING.
which i dun LIKE.
hmph!!!

no ending & no starting de.

&& i meet baby almost everyday.
but i m still missing hym.
LOL.

love love.

i just ordered mac.
waiting for it to c0me.
so hungry.
LOL.

nights

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 12:17 AM