i choosen to love you more & more each day~

to: SOME DUMB FUCKER PEOPLE lars.

what i wanna do,,
youu guys dunch nid to care.

okays?

do ur things nicely,
n ppl wun bothers abt YOU.

aniway,, think before you say lars.
dun think i duno who r u.

i can check lars.
DUMB ASS.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 2:15 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

was at home now.
so decided to blog.

this few days was like working.
cut my hair ytd.
ytd went out wif mak to orchard.
actualli wana go hugo boss to see my dearr de.
but go ler.
nv saw him.

den play-ed pool.
mak punch-ed.
thanks mak.

den walk-ed ard those high classy store.
sale here & there.

den went home.

den today was like go reBON my hair.
since nth to do at home.
smiles.

duno later gt go out anort leii.
c how bah.
smiles =))

take care.

MISS MY DEARIE LOTS LOTS.
smiles.

he everyday onli WORK N WORK.
hais.
guess he nv miss me.

ytd he finally call-ed me.
i was LIKE so happy i guess.
chatted awhile den go slp ler.

guess gonna change my skin soon.
smiles.
when i m free i will change.
lalala~!!

2 more days to 2007.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 7:32 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

yoz.

went out wif dear,xianhui & her bf ytd.
went to vivo.

yaps.
saw the eat sakae sushi.
den walk-ed ard.
chatted n craps.

den saw thai express.
went in to eat.
smiles.

yummyy..
den after tat .
went to geylang.

open room in hotel.
smiles.
its the 3th time there.

den stayed till this afternn.

den went to work.
till night.
den went home.

------------------------------------

to my dear:

i love it when you hold my hands so tightly n nv let go.
i miss the hug ytd you gave me.
walking in the rain wif youu. i miss it.
i realli love you.
i hope you will cherish me too.

smiles =))

n stop saying the gb boy or wat sia.
hais.
i m faithful & truthful to YOU onli.
this my promise to you.

wo zhi ai ni.
ai ni till i die.
smiles =))

take care.

nights.

getting sick i guess.

guess either this week or next week go take the driving theory thing .
smiles.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:06 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

harloe.

now at dear hse.
cant slp i guess.
boreds.

was suppose to go clubbing.
but end up did nort go.
must save money i guess.

but xmas eve is going bah.

aniway, 1 more day to xmas.

HOHOHO.

but i did nort receive ani presents.

SOB.!!

errr..

i remember got 1 .
from xianhui.

LOLS..
the 1 n onli.

take care.
smiles =))

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:08 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

went to work bah.

I MISS MY DEARR bahs.

i have this weird feelings tat our relationship will nort worked out lor.
hais.
he like giving me cold shoulders liddat.
damn sad.

i wan it to work.
n i predict he my FUTURE laogong ler.

hais.

i realli duno how to explain mans.

maybe we dunch noe each other well.
but i m willing to try to do the best out of me to noe youu more well.
hope you are too.

hais.

if you are reading this,
stop treating me liddat.

i dun1.

damn freaking sad.

everyday i just hope you can at least sms or call me.
hao mahs?

n tell me wat are you thinking in ur mind hao mahs?
i realli wanna noe what youu r thinking.

the most 1 week at least meet youu 3 days hao mahs?
but at least 5 sms EVERY DAY.
n 1 call from you EVERY DAY darling.

missing you deeply.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:20 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hais.

actualli wanna meet dear ytd.
but HE DUN1 meet.
den 4get it.

went to jelepang to find enhui.
after tat went to k-box wif her till 12 midnight.

now kinda sore throat.
no voice i guess.

haha =))

i miss my dearrdearr.
but he dun1 c me.
den forget it lor.
hmph~!!!

not even a SMS from him somemore.
HAIS =((

CRIES.

later going work bah.
NOTHING TO DO.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:49 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

these few days was like mood swings i guess.
i dunch noe why.

ytd vernon come my hse n stay bah.
but my father was like KBKP.
sry lars.

feel bad about it.

i cried ytd.
sry.
mood swings again i guess.
just feel like.

hais.
to me: ytd was like i feel like marrying youu all of a sudden.
i duno why.
i dun1 you to leave me.
i scare everything will be like the past of me.
being dumped.
or wat.

my mind just couldnt get thru.
sry tat i always doubt you.
i duno why.

i realli hope you can quit smoking cos of me.
just for the sake of me can?
pls.
you say you will.
but you nv shown anithing to me.
by 10 feb 2007 can?
hais.

WO HEN AI NI.

today went to orchard to find you.
ate pasta.
actualli just wanted to walk walk.
but i gave u attitude.
i dun wanna go home.,

HOME IS BORING.
I HATE IT.

hais.
nvm.
nobody will understand me de.
sob.

WHAT IS LOVE TO ME?
TO LOVE OR TO BE LOVED?

i duno.
i can swear tat i m serious n deeply in love wif you, VERNON ONG QI JUN.
hais.

i duno how you feel.
you had nv express it ourt.

can just someday tell me how YOU realli feel?

mind twisting. confused again.
can i be in love?

or nort?

hais.

feel like leaving the world.
i m just like a STUPID ppl leaving in this world.

sometimes,, i hope tat you r dere when i nid you.
hais..

just feel like going somewhere quiet.
CRY OUT EVERYTHING.

i realli love it when ytd we are saying goodnights to each other.
such as

laogong,laopo WAN AN..
ahyue,ahxin WAN AN,
dearr,darling WAN AN..

i noe its abit silly.

i noe you duno how to be romantic.
its alright.
everything abt you,, i dun realli bothers.
just bothers abt YOUR HEART TO ME.
wo hen ai ni.
seriously love you damn LOTS.

its hard to explain.
HOW HOW HOW?

hais .

hhope to meet you tml again.
take care.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:45 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

yoz.

5 days nv blog ler.
got no time to blog.

hehes =))

meet dear almost everyday.
he come my hse stay.
hehes =))

wo ai ni.

hehes =))

now finally holidays ler.
for 3 weeks.

take care.
will post the pictures asap.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:59 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

as usual went to sch today.
wear home clothes to sch.
dun realli bothers.

do roleplay thingy n dicuss i guess.
dunch noe lars.

kinda tired.
went to century square to repair my hp bahs.
den went to vivo city to change something. xian hui thingy lars.
den went to town walk walk.
meet dearr after work for dinner n craps.
cranky join-ed us bah.

den went to far east.
bought a heels or wat bah.
den feel like playing pool.
so went to play pool.
my skills was like getting BAD to WORSE i guess.
hahas =))
must depend on my mood to play sia.

hahas.

den went home bah.
so tired.

thinking lots of things.
mind kept twisting round & ROUND.
i dunch noe whyy.
i m selfish. i admit.
i duno.
i guess i m jealous.
or nort jealous bah.
i duno.
i noe what i should do.
but just duno why.
hais.

sadd`~!!

tml going sch again.
think gt flu i guess.
hais.
getting no voice soon.
hais. =((

bye.
will post again tml bah.

hais ..

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:45 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hehes.

hello.

went out wif dear ytd.
went to town.
thanks dear for the necklace & earrings.
i realli love it.
thanks. =))

hope you like the shirt too bahh. =))

dearr stayedd my hse ytd till today.
pei me take mrt.
hehes =))

to: dear,,

although we dunch noe each other well.
we getting to noe each other more n more slowly bah.
thanks for treating me so gd. just like a LITTLE princess.
hehes =))
i realli appreciate for the things you done & everything.
although our 1 mth was like going to eat n walk-ed awhile.
but realli LOVE going ourt wif youu bah.
hahas =))

guess youu are reading it bah.
guess youu are smiling away bah.

hehes =))

wo ai ni.
wo hen ai ni.

hope to see you everyday.
whahas. =))
feel like ..
hahas..
GUESS BAH~!!!
not SEX hors.
hahas =))
ermms.. check it ourt..

went to sch today.
went to tm.
went to bugis just now wif xian.
bought merci chocolates & a small LITTLE wallet.
den after tat when wanna go home tat time.
pass by this shop.
saw the keychain.
COUPLE de.
den can engrave also.
but happen to c 1 STAR & 1 MOON de keychain.
remember ?
we started wif LITTLEahxin & LITTLEahyue.
next time den go buy or wat bah.
hahas =))

i miss himm..

tml will meet him again.
smiles

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 9:42 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys..

dearr..

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY.

i love youu..

time flies so fast sia.
hahas.

cya later in the afternn bahh..

hen xiang YOU sia.

bye``

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 2:42 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

went out wif mak & xian today.

firstly,,
meet mak at 6pm at boonlay.
went to town.
to buy things bah.

bought something for my dear.
hahas =))
will give you tml.
hope you will like it.

den after tat walk-ed ard.
went to vivo after tat,,

meet xian & her mum at there.
den ate carl jr.
walk-ed ard as there is SALE.

ard 11+ went home bah.

bye``

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:42 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

YTD.
went to sch as usual.
skipp-ed PTX.
lazy to wait for 2hrs.

after tat,, went to dear hse.
wake HIM up.
went to town.
he go interview HUGO BOSS job.
den went to play pool.
meet mak & xian at bugis.
thanks mak for the kinda tube shirt bahh.

went to interview job.
pay kinda high per hr.
yapps.

nth to do.
ytd nv go home.
stayed at someWHERE.
hehes =)) ..

getting to LOVE dearr more & more each day.
hehes =))

do YOU?

den TODAY.
after wake up.
did nort went to sch.

went to eat at SOMEwhere.
hahas =))
shall nort say where.
onli some of us noe onlii..
whaha.

den went to queensway.
to buy dear de tongue stud bah.
den walk-ed ard.

den mak & xianhui come n find us.
play-ed arcade.
den walk-ed ard.
dearr went off ard 4pm.
he went to work bah.

den we just walk-ed ard.
bought a short bah.
after tat DEAR call-ed me .
told me tat he gort the HUGO BOSS job.
congrats DEAR.
hehes.
must thank me YEAH.
for helping YOU find the job.

smiles =))

den mak went off ard 5+pm.
me & xian went to eat secret recipe.
eat the DESSERT SET which include the cake & drink bah.

after tat,, went to town to look for my mum & auntie. wif xianhui.
walk-ed ard.
bought 1 billabong shirt & 1 mango shirt.
THANKS MUM.

hehes.

went home bah.
now blogging.
will update the photos we taken SOON.

2 more days to our 1 mth anniversary.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:53 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

heys.

us usual went to sch today.
hahas.

after sch.
went to bugis awhile.
den went home.

reach home.
painted my things.
hahas =))

making my hp things.
den wait-ed n wait-ed.
went to slp.

sry dear.
tat i hang up ur calls.
hahas.

woohoo~!!

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:34 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

as usual went to sch today.
went to c section head bah.
talk alot.

i will go sch de la.
diao.

dun keep nagging mans.
i hate it.

den meet dear.
pei him go shi guan.
wait-ed for him for few hours.
den took bus to pasir ris.
took mrt to bugis.

ate noodles.
and play-ed pool.
dun realli feel like playing.

sry dear.
for giving attitude.
mood swings.
no mood to play.

cos everyday also play pool.
damn sian.

sometimes i wanna think alot.
my mood everytime swings.
i dun realli like myself too.

baby,, i noe i love youu lots.
but sorry..
realli sorry..
i will HAO HAO DE cherish youu de.
sry to let youu worry.
hope youu will try to understand me moree bahh =))

4 more days to 1 mth anniversary.

tml going sch again.
miss my dearr.
hehes =))

............................................

hais.
i dunch noe what i m thinking.
hais.
my mind was always reflecting things tat i dunch like to think de.
i noe everything ended.
how? how? how?
new life started.

i m no longer the past shirley.
i have changed completed.
hais.
i nid to think properly what i realli wan.
~!!!!

phew ~!!

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:48 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

today as usual went to sch bahh =))
do discussing wif june,ashley & xian bahh for the roleplay thingy.
den toook a picture of my blueBLACK.
so serious sia.
hahas=))

den after sch.
went to town.
to change my sim card.
den mak join-ed us.
walk-ed ard.
pass by a shop.
the bears are cute.
n i edited.

to look for present to buy for dear bahh.
still considering which to buy.
haha.
too many things bahh.
LOLS..

i shall nort say wat the things mans.
cos DEAR i guess u r reading now.
haha =))
shall be a secret.
whaha.

den went for pool bahh
at lucky plaza
saw PINK psp sia.
chio sia.
took a picture of it.

was headache n abit flu.
ate 2 lollipop as my dinner.
haha =))

show youu 1 picture of my dearr..
haha.
so cute.

hahas =))

i miss youu.
still waiting for youu to finish ur work to call me.
hahas =))

countdown mans..
5 more days to our 1 mth anniversaryy..
yuppies..
smiles..

tml going schh again.
hehes =))

dearr,, i promise youu i will go school everyday from now onwardss bahh ..
smiles =))

MISS YOU SO MUCH.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:29 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

2 dec 2o06

dearr came my hse.
after tat went to his hse to change.

den after tat meet xianhui & alex at town to watch HAPPY FEET.
the show is nort bad. quite funnie & cute.
hehes =))

den went to pool fusion to play pool until morning.
mak went to find us after clubbing.

den i went to dearr hse to stay.

3 dec 2o06

slept until ard 3+pm.
woke up.

den went home bahh =))

HAPPY BDAE KEN =))

yaps..

nights

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 10:47 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

29 n0vember 2o06

went to sch for presentation.
gt scoldedd i guess by MR CHONG.
llols.. =))

cos i wear jeans to sch.
den MR CHONG last min say HEAD of business going to c our a/c lesson.
den cos i wear jeans & slippers so i nv go.

went to dearr hse to wake him up.
hahas.
den after tat went to vivocity wif him.
had carl jr bahh.
den walked n walk-ed.

after tat,, went to clementi de k-box.
saw adeline.
she gave us discount bah.
THANKIEW =))

dearr was singing. snapshot of HIM.
haha.
so cute.

den after tat,, dear came to my hse bahh..

30 n0vember 2o06

did nort went to sch today.
have a BAD headache.
woke up to eat 2 EXTRA panadol.
hahas =))
woke up ard 2+pm.
xian sms me asked to go out.
den she came my hse to pass me jeans.

llols..
den my dear cookedd sia.
nort bad bah.

den after tat me & xian went to town bah.
meet mak at there.
den walk-ed ard to search for THINGS mans.
had nydc.
n play-ed pool at lucky plaza.
i punch-ed the table.
hahas.
i play-ed badly i guess.
hahas ..

den went home.

1 dec 2o06

HAPPY 21 days dear.

went to sch today.
but din NOE there no lesson today lars.
till i call-ed ashley.
hais.
went to sch for NOTHING.
yawns.
den went to EXPO.
there john little SALES there,IT fair & some cars event there lars..
pass-ed by a wedding gown sia.
nice sia.

some of the cars taken.

den after tat actualli wanna go change my SIMCARD de.
but lazy.
was damn tired.
took mrt.
so i went home.
was snapping photo in e mrt.

ME & XIANHUI

slept until 8+pm.
den woke up.

dearr coming my hse later bahh =))
hehes.
can see him again..
i miss YOUU..

hahas =))

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 10:25 PM