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>> • I HIM • <<
i want nobody nobody but only you, my beloved boy~
♥ the little qirl.
`shirlicious


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the qirl name SHIRLEY aka 雪莉 .
nickname; ahhxuee & SHIRLICIOUS.
blissfully single!& Y
she's will be swEet 22 this year on 11 nov.
&& i Y my family & laoqonq(xianhui).


her LOVES.

hymFTW
herHP.
play mahjong & billards/pool.
glaze at the stars.
fireworks & rainbows.
hello kittys.
being pampered&loved by everyone.

her LOATHES.

liars.
hypocrites.
flirts/TIMERS.
bytches/bastard.

*; - && i want nobody nobody but YOU
; - its you, my BIBI -



♥ shirlicious WANTS.

EVERLASTING OF LOVE WITH SOMEONE.
TO BE TOGETHER WITH THAT SOMEONE.
go TAIWAN/PARIS & JAPAN.
LV Damier Neverfull MM Bag ~
the bling bling CPL ring.
Agnes B Earrings.
Have a happy life.
More Clothings .
Earn more $$$.
updated on 28/10/o9.



♥ the PHOTOS.


; me taken @ MANGO shop.


; me taken at JP.


; me at DBL o.


; me so IMPERFECTION.


; me taken @ BABY HSE.


; me & pretty baobei JUNE.


; me & baobei JUNE.


; me & xianhui @ ZOUK.


; me & xianhui & jane @ ZOUK.


; me & june @ sch.


; we are wearing the SAME SHIRT.


; me & xianhui.

♥ her FRIENDS.


; her DARLINGs/KOR/MEIs.
my LAOGONG, junelicious ♥♥
my CLONE, xueli- ♥
my gan mei,jasmine HO- ♥♥
my COUSIN,weiting ♥
samuel-.♥

; her pri sch CLASSMATES.
leeyongcai-
panlijing-
CHIN KIAT YIN-♥
MING KAI

; her secondary sch CLASSMATES.
cleffyy-
clarence-
michelle-
baoling-

; her ITE CLASSMATES.
QU*germaine-.
QU*yanling-.
QU*wenhui*thebytch-.
SHIRLEY AKA XUELING.

; her IRC/OUTSIDE frens(GIRLS).
christina.-
vivian. -
jia ling-
jazlynn-
kellie-
SONGTING-
joeY joeY-
candy-
irc`JOJO-.
SUIFENG-.

; her IRC/OUTSIDE frens(GUYS).
wugui wugui.-
kaiwen.-
ahhNEHhJIAMING-
reiaaa AKA JOSEPH.-
wee LEONG-
wiz.-
rachel.-


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♥ Monday, October 29, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

just woke up.

&& 1 more thing.

i m not going hk anymore.
guess it is my last decision i made bahs.


even there is space.
but SO WAD?

gh say he wan me to go.
but i tried to persuade my parents & they finally agreed to let me
go with my friends.
YOU THINK IT EASY?

den just nw he send me.
if i m not gng, nvm bahs. he will go with dem.
&& he text me this.

SEEMS LIKE I M THE ONE HAVING ATTTIUDE PRO & YEAH WE DUN SUIT EACH
OTHER, WHICH IS WHY HE THINK IT WOULD BE BETTER I DUN GO HK WITH THEM JUST IN
CASE I SHOW MY ATTITUDE & SPOIL THE MOODS OF THEM.



zzzz.

errr.
i din do anything wrong.
&& whr did i fucking show my attitude pro to you.

&& guys,
in the 1st place.
IS YOU ALL ASK ME WANT TO JOIN YOU ALL ANOT.

dat why i think & i made a decision to go.

early in the morning he send me this.

IF THERE IS NO SPACE. HE CAN ASK THEM TO POSTPONE THE FLIGHT
TO ANOTHER DAY & WE CAN GO TGT.
&& HE DUN MEAN ANYTHING BY THIS.
COS HE TREAT ME AS A FRIEND.


can you guys see the diff btw hym in the morning & night?
wtf.


i just rejecting someone which i dun1 to hurt.
cant i?
crazy siaaaaaaa.


bye.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 10:26 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

helloooooooo.

its is my 200th post.

now rotting at home.
went to sch just nw.
LOL.

&& there i am posting at my blog.

--------------------------------------------

to : GH.

seriously,
i thought it over.
i dun really love or like you at all.
i still love dat SOMEONE.

yah.

this is the decision i made && i wun regret.
sorry to disappoint you.

hope we still can become friends.
those close close friends.
&& seriously you are not my cup of tea.
so give up of me.
hope you will find someone better.
smiles.

i prefer those talkative guys instead of shy guys. (=
smiles.


-----------------------------------------------------------

yah.
for now wanna stay single till the right guy appears. =)

&& those coming to my chalet.
pls cfm with me.

cos my laogong wanna buy the cake. LOL.
she ask me to cfm with you all. (=

hope i can receiveeesss LOTS OF PRESENT on my bdae.

HAHA.

smiles.

tata.
now so tireeeeddd.

i go sleep ler. =)


13 more days to 19 years old. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 4:26 PM



♥ Sunday, October 28, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

HARLOE.

just played finish mj.
but i lost to 3 of them.
i was damn stone when playing lar.

just duno why.
haha.
(=

ytd went out with ken & xiaou to makan & watch movie.
watched the show HALLOWEEN.

its M18.
so scary lar.
keep kill ppl de.
regret watching it.

piang eh.

i m so STONE now.
duno why.

i seriously duno wad i wanted sia.

sad.

bye.
qone.
not in a gd mood.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 11:05 PM



♥ Saturday, October 27, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

its gonna be a grandmother story for today.

just cab-ed home from katong.
so ex.
&& i swear dat i wun take cab home from there anymore.

my heads just hurts just nw.
duno what happen.
too hot i guess.
&& now i am so sleepy.
sleeping soon. =x

went steamboat just nw.
22 bucks.
so ex.
&& i swear it NOT NICE. =x

i ate just LOTS OF STUPID HOT DOG.
given by the stupid XIAOU.

tian arhx.

ate crab too just nw.

but lots of things happen.

anyway i got myself a bf.
but its doesnt work out at all.

i dun like ppl to keep saying brk.
&& dun even cherish me at all.

&& WAS KEEP ASKING i wan BF OR FRIENDS.
which i dun like to choose.

maybe for now my ans is still friends.
i duno wad happen.

after dorin & robin talked to me.
i just realised some of the things they said are true.

sorry.
i cant commit to any r/s for now.
my mind is still on YY only.
i duno why.
only hym will understand me & stuffs.

i tried hard not to think.
but every place i went i only think of hym.

but he's now happy. & therefore i m happy too. (=

guohao , i am sorry.
maybe its just pure like for now.
if we are meant to be tgt.
next tym den say bahs.

this is the 1st tym i m feeling in such a way i dun feel like cheating myself anymore.

i feel so guilty & bad.

think abt it anyway.
if you keep saying brk & stuffs. the r/s wun last too.
&& pls change your stubborness & this is NOT the way of giving me surprises.

yah. i noe you do like/love me for who i am.
but you still duno me well.
wait till you really love me & want me. & i do love you at dat tym.
then maybe there will be a chance.

i dun wan to give so much hope on this r/s.
FRIENDS IS STILL BETTER. =x
i just felt this way bahs.

in the past, i will DEFINITELY choose bf den friends.
but once & once again i am hurt.
the feeling really sucks big TIME.

once again, i am sorry.

&& to all my fren just now who went out with me.
sorry also.
for ps you guys.

next tym i wun ler. (=

cares.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:41 AM



♥ Friday, October 26, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

yeah.

so happy now.
my mum finally agrees to let me go hk with you guys ler.
but this tym i must be independent. =x
hahas.

smiles smiles.

later going steamboat.

cares.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:41 PM



♥ Thursday, October 25, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

HAPPY BDAE EUGENE ANG. =)

din go sch today.
&& tues-wed i did not went home.
dat why ytd when i reach home was really so tired.
=x

smiles.

i wanna hong kong with you guys.
i think my parents allow ler bahs.

they just wanna saw you && dat all. =x

------------------------------------------


hope to c you guys to my chalet wors.

cares.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 8:10 PM



♥ Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hey hey.

all are INVITED to my chalet on 11 nov @ downtown east.
pls tell me if you are coming. (=

smiles.

tata.
i go slp.
so tired.
played basketball just nw // LOLs.

tml will be swimming or SHOPPING. zzz
LOL.

cares.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:10 AM



♥ Monday, October 22, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

arloe arloe.

have this stupid disdussion with laogong.
LOL.

every
MON- basketball
tues- swimming
WED - badminton/billard/bowling.
thur- PE
fri - slack/shopping
sat- slack/shopping
sun - REST & mj time.

LOL.

sounds dumb right?
those interested can join us. =x

nights.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 12:02 AM



♥ Sunday, October 21, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

happy bdae to all those ppl whose bdae fall on 18-21 oct. =)

went out ytd.
watch-ed superbad.
it M18.
damn funny show.
go watch it.

errr..
anyway thanks for pei me ytd.
&&
thanks to the guy who give me $2.60 for bus.
when my ezlink got no money.
&& i dun have even coins.


&& someone sms me this.
why not you & yy gf become fren.
like dat can hang out with hym and have fun.
it not the matter of saying sorry. it that either 1 of you have to give way.
do you earn anything from this matter if its going on.
if she willing to be fren wif you, will you accept?



i think quite long.
why should i say sorry in the 1st place where it is not my fault at all.
i dun mind making fren.
if she apologize. =)
i rather be frens den have 1 more enemy bahs.
although it like abit wrong lar.



hais.
ytd in the EMO.
kept looking at the past sms i send & received.
which made my tears fall again.

why am i liddat?
i wish to go & find you.
but i just cant.
i must endure. endure.
to TEGROF you.
hais.

now at home doing nothing.
feel like go swimming and sun tan. =x

cares.



21 days left.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:55 PM



♥ Thursday, October 18, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

happy bdae GUO HAO.
hope you enjoy your bdae. (=

anyway, sch are fun i guess.

and lastly to dat bytch.

i dare to post wad yy send me.
stop saying me shameless slut.
dunch you think you are 1 too.
dat snatch ppl bf.

he went to your hse to get back his stuff.
cfm is you dun let hym leave.
cfm is have sex den get back tgt de right?
think i duno?
horny girl.

yy always say you are horny & din wear clothes at home n walk ard.
LOL.
zzz.
trying at capture ppl attention.


watever you said now in ur frenster.
i dun give a damn.
cos i have given up on yy.

lame bytch.
if you dare to say everything.
tag in my blog instead.
i DARE YOU.
not need say in ur frenster.
waste tym

EVERYONE, her frenster is :
http://profiles.friendster.com/5093628
this is wad you all wana see how bytch looks like. (=

YONGYI SEND ME THIS SMS.
i wan to make thing very clear right now. pls stop saying so much crap & brk us up.
dun make me lose a bro too.
you are just making hate you this way.
stop disturbing us.
wad over is over.
and who ever is siding you, ask hym just tell me dun talk behind my back.

LOL.

to YONGYI,

i wun give a damn on you anymore.
i din do anything wrong to you.
why must i haf all this stupid retribution.
why must i bothers?
and waste my fucking tears on you.

i dun love you anymore.
hate me all you wan.
& i did not lie & did not wanted to make you lose a bro.
dat wad he say. i shall not mention names.

its your fault for lying to me.
for going to her HSE.
zzz.

just return my money.
and i will FUCK OFF from your sight for sure.

since everything had become like this.
i dun give a SHIT ON YOU & YOUR BITCHY GF.
zzzz.

haha.

friends/passerby & everyone.
thanks for the concern for me.

he not worth my tears.
he not the right one for me yet. (=

friends forever.

nights.

and i wanna learn to play BASKETBALL. =x




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:28 AM



♥ Tuesday, October 16, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

yeah.

i feeel so relieve now.
i text hym just now.

and he reply you tell me wad she say do lar. he ask her, she say dun haf. & he duno wad the fuck is happening.

GET IT EVERYONE?

i told you before.
i believed hym.

everything is true.
LOL.

i dun even trust dat bytch.
wad she say trying to spite me.

even his bro also say 1 of the reason is wad?

xxx says (2:40 PM):
she juz wan to get back yong yi from u.. she dun wan u to have wat she have b4..
xxx says (2:41 PM):
after gettin yong yi back.. she will break wif yong yi..
xxx says (2:41 PM):
this is one reason..


LOL.
this not i say de hor. i dun1 mention name. (=


xxx says (2:41 PM):
he wan to listen or not is up to him..
me says (2:42 PM):
i dun1 dat bytch to hurt hym lor.

xxx says (2:42 PM):
cos u muz remember.. yong yi got 1 years ++ de relationship wif her ba..
me says (2:42 PM):
so
xxx says (2:42 PM):
so.. no matter wat.. yong yi of cos will side her de ma..
me says (2:42 PM):
she is not worth it also
me says (2:42 PM):
do you think she worth it?
xxx says (2:42 PM):
thats y.. when come to galfriend and bros..
xxx says (2:42 PM):
i dunno who he will choose..
xxx says (2:42 PM):
seriously..
me says (2:42 PM):
if i m not wrong.
me says (2:42 PM):
he wan get yy back.
me says (2:43 PM):
cos dat tym i quarrel with her.
xxx says (2:43 PM):
this is a very main reason that she will wan yong yi back..
xxx says (2:43 PM):
cos she got the confident that yong yi will go back to her..


=))

BYTCH, happy bo?
song anort?

guess you are the one lying now.
=)
haha.
although i lost the game.
at least i noe the truth of hym.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 7:10 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

went out with xianhui ytd.
to town.
walk walk.
din get anything.
ate thai express.
=)
den went to mustafa again.
LOL.

so many indians.
stink like hell.

dat day went there nobody de lor.
(=

not going out today i guess.
i still missing dat somebody so much.
i guess.

hais.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:10 PM



♥ Monday, October 15, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

now den i realised dat some bytch really come view my blog sia.

LOL.

no matter wad you say?
do you think i bothers?

childish & lame gal.

if yy hate me, hate all he want.
i cant do anything.
it his thinking.

you are only wanted to get back all the things you wanted in the 1st place.
you sure you love hym bo?

alot of ppl same thinking as me lor.

i will see how long you guys will last.
zzzzzzzzzzz.

lalalaa.

den now i realised dat.
you remember dat tym we play the poker card and there is 1 card left btw the queen & the king right?
its quite true.
the xtra card is the bytch.
LOL.

ha.
& you choosen her instead.
hope you have make the right choice. =)

i going out liao.
tata.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:08 PM



♥ Sunday, October 14, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hi.

now den i finally realised something.
his frenster & everything is the bytch edited.
why din he say something.

i still dun believe its true unless he say it infront of me dat he truly love her.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

trying to endure.
what is so gd abt the bytch?
come btw us.

wad did i do wrong.
last tym also.

2 n a half r/s, someone also came into us.
now his r/s for 1 yr 5 mth.
i noe.
its long.
but they patch n broke up.

now wad?
STUPID BYTCH.
i hate you.

how i wish you can disappear in this world.
den me & hym will be back tgt.

arghhhhhhh!~!!
he really the right guy for me & have the same thinking with me.

its been days.
hais.

i rather he scold me & say something to me face to face.
he avoiding me i guess.
its all the bytch fault.
ass.

i hate you for life.
dun let me see you stupid bytch.
really.

you better cherish hym or else i duno wad i will do to you. (=
dun ever HURT HYM.

he a gd guy.
really.
although our tym together is only 3 weeks.
i can noe wad he is thinking. (=

tears fallen again.
i promise myself not to cry for you anymore.
but why am i still liddat.

i really hope i can go overseas for awhile & forget abt sg de life.
why do i feel this way.

this is the 1st tym i felt this way.
i need some breath for myself.

i wan LIM YONG YI.
but how?
impossible.

wad is love?
love last long?
hatred hurts?
or wad?

tell me.

why must all the retribution falls on me?
am i in a wrong?
did i?
is all this my fault?




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 11:19 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

why do i wake up so early.
and i kept thinking of you.

i just realised you left on last sat.
&& on last sun is the bytch bdae.

guess you are with her & dat why you are back with her.
right?

why din i noe you before her?
why?

i kept thinking.
cos i noe you are the one for me.

maybe in the future den say bahs.

whadd love?

why do i keep doing something wrong this few days/
all is a mistake/
how do i forget them/

help me.
can anyone can me to give up hym instead of forget hym?

hais.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 12:59 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

i m alright.

went to tpy, city hall & town.
doing nth.

finally i ate something after 3 days.
pizza hut!

yummy.
2 days nv sleep.

i m damn tired now.

i will let go of yy.
this for sure.
think abt it for v long ler.

i will find a better one. (=

thanks all my friends for being so concern abt it.
i will be fine.
take care.

anything leave a tag for me.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:15 AM



♥ Saturday, October 13, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

ytd night i went to east coast.
met kor & gf n ken.
den kor keep say me ok anort.

zzz.

wad do you think?
got scolded by the bytch for no reason.
happy anort?

zzz.

sorry to cause you all quarrel.
i think i will nv get into your life again.
everything is a dream.

i went to east coast.
went to walked alone to the 1st place we go the 1st time.
the staircase.

i remember you askin ni ai wo mahs.
i was shocked.
i din reply you. and say it in the rain instead.

&& the second time & 3rd time we went dere.
we sit at the seat facing the sea.
i remember wad you say to me.
every words from your bottom of your heart.

you does not seem to be lying.
i noe no matter how much ur gf say you dun love me from the start.
i dun believe.

you say you did not toy me.
i trust you.

at least you tried.

den after dat xavier come find me.
and ken went home.

we go play pool.
dun feel like playing.
head was really spinning.

went to lots of places.
but all is a mistakes.

hais.
duno wad to say.

well, i am not those loose people like you, you understand bytch?

i duno wad had happened.
you broke up with yy, and you broke up with ur ex bf. den now you wan yy back.
wad you treat hym as?

you say you will treat hym gd. den be it.
trust hym den. cherish hym.

no point coming scolding me.
dun quarrel cos of me.

we din even quarrel the last tym abt you.
i respected hym.

i am still thinking of you so much.
which i din wanted to.
sorry, i did say a LIE ytd for myself.

i love you too much.
but i just cant accept the truth.
dat all.

nothing can describe my love for you.

hais.

to xavier, i am sorry too.
hope we are still friends. =)

thanks for making me laugh the whole day.
thanks for everything.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:53 PM



♥ Friday, October 12, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

7tequillashot,redbull&vodka,wiskey&greentea,ribena&vodka
& 2 lychee martini. omg.

ytd drunk all this.

seriously its painful & damn hurtful.
i dun wanna show it out this tym.
i dun neeed anyone to pity me.

i did tried crying.
but it just stab my heart deeply this tym.
there is no tears.

i cant get to sleep.
my mind is all abt you.
i love you.
i miss you.
i wanted you so much.
happy 1 mth anniversary.
i wanted to give you a surprise de.
but i cant even say this to you.
there will not be any chance ler.
sorry.


i am not trying to be shameless or wad.

i am not the 3rd party.
you are.
do you noe dat.

am i dreaming?
maybe it just like wad i told xianhui last night.

this 1 mth is a dream to me.
ytd was just like exam. mon start sch.
wtf.

he is just my soul talkin to me & stuffs.
just like the movie secret.

i really hope to go back to the past.

when i close my eyes, i will heard you singing the song. xiang ting de hua.
i duno why.

paris & japan.
you promise to go with me.

LIES?

or maybe we will meet there.
all is a illusion & dream.

i did not even think of doing anything silly cos i noe you dun like it.
even the time we noe is short. but i look into your eyes, i will noe wad you thinking.

just let me see you for the last tym.

take care.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:01 PM



♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

its been a few days since i post this. (=

everything is over btw me & yong yi.
he had gone back to his ex side.

my heart is damn pain.
till no tears is falling down.

i duno why.
is everything he said to me is lies?

or just playing with me. toying with me?

all my frens say i m a spare parts to hym.
the things you say at east coast is all wad?
i share all the things with you.
& you share with me too.

wad is all this?
nonsense?

a DREAM?

wad is love?
i tried all my best to love you.
and i did.
you say you wun leave me when i needed you.
but wad happen after dat?

2 days before.
you say too much things happen n you not toying me. ask me to wait.

2 days after.
you say you wanna brk up.
say you still love your ex.

wad is all this?
small kid thinking?

tell me wad to do next?

i suddenly have no goals in life of a sudden.
my mind is all blank now.

working now.
but just staring at the com .
thinking of you.

hais.
tml will be our 1 mth.
thought of celebrating with you.
but it wun come true anyway.

my wishes everything all is a dream.
A DREAM.
you understand?

after posting this.
my tears really falls on the paper.
i dun1 anyone to pity me.

hais.
i really duno wad happen.
arghhhhhhhhhhh.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:24 PM



♥ Monday, October 08, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

i gonna sleep soon.
damn tired.

went to work early in the morning.

baby is sick.
hope you will get well soon. (=

hoping to see youu soon.
miss ya.

with LOVES.

nights.

counting down.
4 more days.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 9:27 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

i sleep half way.
suddenly just feel like waking up.

i miss hym alot.
i m crying now.

duno wad happen btw us.
he have his family problem.
&& he dun wana tell me.
he kept liddat.

i dun wan us to be liddat.
i really hope we can share everything.

tears falls off again.

i wanted you so much now.
LIM YONG YI, did you heard me.
screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

hais.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 4:24 AM



♥ Thursday, October 04, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

i am now working.
so boring.

fren dun worry abt me.
i am VERY VERY fine. (=

being loved by my hubby & frens.
smiles.


sch starting next week & my exam ain't doing well.
can pass can ler.

going bugis later to meet hubby & fren.
LOVE LOVE.
happy 3 weeks & 1 day.

take cares.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:09 PM