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i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hi.

afternoon.

cant sleep either.
my heart still hurts badly.

went mos ytd.
after dat they say wanna go velvet dragon.
den we went there.
canort tahan the smoke lorr.
omg. =x
den open bottle CHIVAS.

now i dun really like drinking liao. i can say dat.
its just sad.
sorry kellie,falfen,jackie,charmaine,stephanie i think.
i cried real BADLY in the club.

my heart just cant make it.
i know baby you are reading de.

everything i do,
you will just ignore.
i duno why.
within a few days.
you can change to another person.
just like a stranger.

how can you be liddat?
can you think of me?
think OF ME. pls.

i will really appreciate you would think for me.
i know you still love me.
i love you too.

if you dun1 me to disturb you.
i wun.
its just dat you dun reply me.
my mind is just going mad only.

is all my MIND de fault.
sorry.

and hope you will be responsible for wad you done.
YOU SHOULD NOE!!!

dun you dare DUMP me after playing ME.

okays?
understand?
i noe you will.
cos baby is GD in ENGLISH. lolx.
dat wad you say.

hope you will reply me back. and hope monday you wil free.
go somewhere to noe the truth whether HAVE or DUN HAVE.
take care.
if HAVE, den jialat.
if DUN HAVE, den gd for you.

bye.
going club later i guess.
blog tml.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:11 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

lols.

here to blog. CANT SLEEP. die liao.
miss wugui so much.

now den i remembered.
the first time we kissed is on 24 MARCH at pasir ris chalet. LOLS.
love hhim.

=)

i wanna be HIS WIFE.
i hope i can BE. =)

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:37 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

just came back from baby hse.
he went malaysia wif jeremy. i hope.

today afternn i went his hse.
cos i cant take it anymore.
i dream of him each n den.
and i kena stab by someone.

i dun1 it to happen.
i noe baby will be reading wad i blog de.
right baby?

i kept crying.
you should noe why.
cos i dun1 you to shout at me.
and stuffs.

you say you dun wanna hurt ME.
but you are HURTING me.
you have stab me HARD in my heart ler.

i text you say i will be waiting.
and you say no chance for me & you.
i dun understand why.
issit i do something wrong?

really sorry baby.
i really LOVE YOU LOTS NOW.

hope you give me 1 chance.
i noe you still love me.
yaps.
if not you wun let me hug you just nw.

muacks.
waiting for you.
20 march'07 will be remembered.

withloves.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:19 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.
just came back from outside.

met my baby just nw.
he pass me my stuffs.
he & the alvin(my neighbour) last time i guess.
diao.

i wana hug you actually.
the smiles you gave will always in my heart.
i still treat you as my bf.

i love you.
i need you.
cos i really fall in love with you.

dat from my bottom of my heart.

anyway thanks jackie for bring me to WCP.
and giving me a ride to yewtee n give baby a surprise. =x the notes n e shirt you pass me. =)
and the prata & pool. sry to make you punch. thanks. =)

nights.

hope i can get to see baby tml.
i really hope baby will saw wad i type here.

i miss you.

ms chan <33 mr goh foreva. =)
i dun wanna end it.

if wanna end, i already ended it less than 3 mths.
but i gave lots of HOPES to this relationship.
now already 3mths+.

1 more chance can?

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 4:54 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

everything is MY RETRIBUTION.
THANKS WUGUI for everything.

BYE.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:25 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

today went bugis wif xianhui.
saw suifeng there.
lols.

den bought a jeans at there for 26 bucks.
lols.
den go walk walk.
xianhui bought lots of stuffs.
hahas.

den play-ed pool.
we play trainning table.
LOLS.
i win xianhui.
BOO.
try harder next time. smiles smiles.

den took a mrt home.

tml going to do project at FCP.
hahas.

nights.
go play games.
nth to do.

bf also dun CARE abt me de.
got bf like dun haf.
HAIS.
suan LER.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:47 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

wad a boring day.
today went to bbdc alone today.
wanna try my 2nd attempt.
to do practice & evaluation.

den guess wad.
i PASS my evaluation.
den i wanna go booked my basic theory ler.
hahas.

den waited for the bus.
the bus 985 came.
i ask the uncle the bus got go CCK.
but the uncle IGNORE ME & just CLOSE the DOOR IMMEDIATELY & ITS MAKE TILL MY FOOT N ITS BECOME SWOLLEN. so PAIN!
fucking bus driver.

den call-ed baby.
wanted him to pei me go eat.
but end up. i ALONE go.
i missed you badly so i wanted o see you.
but guess you have no idea how much i miss you bahs.

we dun LOOK LIKE COUPLE NOW ANYMORE.
will we last?
or just playing?
feel like ending it liao.
if you still treat me liddat.
no point.

hais.

den ALONE take mrt go WEST MALL eat pastamania.
its alrights.
den went to popular to buy stuffs for my cousin for his bdae.
LOLS.

den took MRT home.
watch-ed finish TV.

den do my posting on ebay abt my piano stuffs.

LOLS.

dun keep ask me why i wanna sell my piano.
the reason is i never learn piano LER.
no point puttin it there.
so i wanna SELL IT. alrights?

dad say MAYBE wanna buy a 9FT pool for ME.
smiles smiles.
hope he will BUY.
=)
i now checking out prices and stuffs.
hehes.

tml going out wif laogong.
finally can see her ler. blink blink*

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 8:13 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

harloe.

been at home the whole day.
ROTTING.

well.

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY baby. (=
love ya.

nights.

tml going zoo. boring.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 10:57 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hi.

went out wif mak just nw.
went amk hub.

to search for baby 3mth anniversary present.
den there got nth to shop de.

den went to bishan.
went everywhere.

finally went to BHG n saw a billabong wallet quite nice.
so i bought it for baby.

and send it to HIS HOUSE.

but think BABY dun APPRECIATE IT.
hmph.

maybe we are not suitable larr.
why m i going ard just to BUY 1 thing for youu.
and wad did you commented ON?

say you rather me buying CIGARETTE FOR YOU.

ppl reading this.
how would you think?

am i happy?

FUCKTARD.

next time i wun BOTHERS about you anymore.
maybe CIG is more impt.

if you happen to saw this.
if you wan CIGARETTES, den pls leave me.
thanks.

all i wanted is to treat you gd.
but if this all you oommented.
alright.
i wun BOTHERS ANYMORE.

CIGARETTES TO YOU IS THE BEST.
DEN PLS SAY BYE TO ME.

nights.
bye.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:01 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

boo.

i am here to BLOG.
cant sleep sia.
duno why this few days liddat.

i wana try go back to my normal LIFE.
where used to sleep early.
hahas.

went DXO on sat.
kellie called me. so went DXO.
boring.

actually wanted to go VELVET DRAGON.
but due to the suddenly RAIN.

we will go next time . =)

hahas.

but i dun wanna club liao.
BORED.

=)
no money to club also.
rather save the money on OTHERS STUFFS.
hahas.

kkaes.
i wanna go ZZz.

hahas.

nights.
missing baby. (=

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 4:06 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

never came home on thur.
went baby hse. (=

hahas.

den we go catch-ed a show. fanastic four.
the show not bad. (=

hehes.

i having headache now.
i miss baby.

love you so much.

got to write up a script soon.
JIA YOU. (=

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 3:02 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

boo.

just came back from orchard wif mummy.
mum bought me the MANGO long sleeves shirt dat i wanted.
cost 49 bucks.

=)
thanks.

den mum bought me a shoes. for ard 30+bucks.
went to fish n co n eat. =)

den walk-ed ard the shops.
all the branded shops like gucci, guess, burberry, LV, DIOR n watever.
hahas.

so boring.
den after walk-ed finish went home.

i wanna buy the vest de.
but MUM say its gonna be outdated soon.
so she nv BUY FOR ME.
hmphh.
sadd-ed.

tml still thinking wanna go clubbin @ MOS.
got event.
LOLS.

c how bahs. =)

nights.
gonna call baby.
think he's sleeping.
hais.

miss ya.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:27 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

wad happen again?

quarrel n quarrel.
ALL QUARREL.

i gonna heck CARE EVERYTHING NOW.
i wun ask the same thing again.
if you wan you just say.

i just wanna hear the 3 words from you.
is it so difficult?

FINE. if you dun wanna say.
if you find me boring.
you can just leave me.

dat all my retribution bahs.

wad love?
can i FIT to be in 1 of dem?

i guess no.
i tried hard to love.
when i get into it.

this is wad i get.

maybe someday i should really give up.

bye.

i miss my grandfather.
if you were here wif me.
dat will b great.
i wish i can hug you tightly.
and can see you once again.
all i can do now is dream of you.
today is 2 years your death anniversary.

I MISS YOU.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 1:12 AM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

stay @ home the whole day.

WELL,

HAPPY BDAE XIANHUI. =)

nights.
gonna call my baby now.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:13 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

sometimes, was wondering whether we should have started on the first place.
when we duno each other well yet.

how i wish i can go back to the past.
and start knowing each other again.

just cos of hugging together & we are together ler.
hais.

everytime i m enduring with your attitude.
i really hate you giving me attitude everytime.

i noe i m stubborn & attitude sometimes.
but youu like wanna win everytime.

everytime is i tried to give in.
will you ever treat me gd & give in to me.

just like today as an example.
keep calling you to wake up.
onli make you abit.
you angry.

WTF.

if you wanna be everytime like dat.
although i love you alot now.

but i really have to give up ler.
cos i dun like my bf to be like dat.
shouting at me.

i dun really think we can last.

i dun1 you to smoke is for your own gd.
if you are reading this.
and you think everything is my fault.
den well. we should not be together.

i noe i am at fault something.
but do you think you should really change your attitude?

everytime wad i do is to ENDURE n ENDURE.
everybody ask me to give IN to you everytime.
i TRIED ler.

xianhui even ask me to GIVE UP.
she say why do i everytime give in to you?

i nv replied her.

cos i noe you will change?
but i doesnt seem to c anything changes to you.

you treat your fren n me like so 2 different people.
if you love me, pls change.

if not i canort tolerate anymore.
i rather give up EVERYTHING INCLUDING YOU.

this is wad i MEANT.

hais.

pls stop hurting me.
thankiew.

nights.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 9:09 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Your Learning Style: Energetic and Inspired

You always find the words to express yourself, and there's hardly a class or subject you don't enjoy.

You Should Study:

Advertising
Art
Classics
Counseling
Journalism
Political Science
Sales
Teaching

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.
You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

THIS i AGREE sia.

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:22 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

owells. i have done ler. =)
this is wad ganMEI, jasmine wanted me to do. =)

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
Cry: no
Worn Jeans: yahs.
Met Someone: yahs.
Done Laundry: no.
Went Hungry: yahs.
Talked On Phone: no.
Said I Love You: yahs.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself: yah.
Your Friends: yahs.
Tooth Fairy: no.
Destiny/Fate: maybe.
Ghost: not really unless i seen 1.
UFO: no. i wish there 1.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
Do You Ever Wished You Had Another Name: no. i m satsified wif my NAME now.
Do You Like Anyone: a yes for this.
Which Of Your Friends Acts Most Like You: ehhh, cant think of.
When You Cried The Most Who Was There: xianhui i guess.
What's The Best Feeling In The World: love?
What's The Worst Feeling In The World: parents divorce.

WHICH IS BETTER:
Chocolate Or Vanila: both. =)
Coke Or Pepsi: can i dun choose?
Love Or Lust: loveeeee.

YOUR PICK:
Mac Or KFC: both.
Single Or Group Dates: both.
Adidas Or Nike: both.
Lipton Tea Or Nestea: lipton tea.
Cappucino Or Coffee: Cappucino.

DO YOU:
Smoke: eh, sometimes. when i m really sad.
Curse: nope. for wad?
Take A Showe: yahs. everyday i DO.
Have A Crush: nope.
Think You've Been In Love: i in LOVE. =)
Like School: not really. seldom go sch de. rather slp @ hm.
Want To Get Married : yahs. who dun wanna get married?
And Have My Own Child: yahs. =)
Believe In Yourself: arboden.
Think You're A Health Freak: i guess so.

IN THE PAST MONTH:
Drank Alchohol: yahs.
To The Mall: yahs
Been On Stage: for wad?
Eaten Sushi: yahs. just now in the afternn ONLI.
Been Dumped: nope.
Gone Skating: nope. since long time already. hope to LEARN.
Dyed Your Hair: yahs.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Played A Stripping Game: nope.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: nope.
Getting Old Age: NO. hahas. i am always YOUNG. ahem ahem.
You're Hoping To Get Married: yahs.

I Love: baby.
I Feel: feel wad? lols. feel the <33 is all ard us. =)
I Hide: cos i am feeling sad.
I Miss: baby.
I Need: him lars.

SEVEN people you would like them to do:
-baby.
-xianhui
-V?
-C?
-F?
-F?

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:39 PM

i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

i m here to POST.
last week have been busy i guess.

went out n stuffs.

just came back frm dear hse.
=)

n i had changed my phone ytd.
i sell my n73 ler for 340bucks.
hehes.

okays.
nights.
tml going to sch.

=)

Y因为很爱你，所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.

* she ain't ~~emo~~. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.

* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's ~~CRYING~~.

roarrs @ 11:17 PM