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>> • I HIM • <<
i want nobody nobody but only you, my beloved boy~
♥ the little qirl.
`shirlicious


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the qirl name SHIRLEY aka 雪莉 .
nickname; ahhxuee & SHIRLICIOUS.
blissfully single!& Y
she's will be swEet 22 this year on 11 nov.
&& i Y my family & laoqonq(xianhui).


her LOVES.

hymFTW
herHP.
play mahjong & billards/pool.
glaze at the stars.
fireworks & rainbows.
hello kittys.
being pampered&loved by everyone.

her LOATHES.

liars.
hypocrites.
flirts/TIMERS.
bytches/bastard.

*; - && i want nobody nobody but YOU
; - its you, my BIBI -



♥ shirlicious WANTS.

EVERLASTING OF LOVE WITH SOMEONE.
TO BE TOGETHER WITH THAT SOMEONE.
go TAIWAN/PARIS & JAPAN.
LV Damier Neverfull MM Bag ~
the bling bling CPL ring.
Agnes B Earrings.
Have a happy life.
More Clothings .
Earn more $$$.
updated on 28/10/o9.



♥ the PHOTOS.


; me taken @ MANGO shop.


; me taken at JP.


; me at DBL o.


; me so IMPERFECTION.


; me taken @ BABY HSE.


; me & pretty baobei JUNE.


; me & baobei JUNE.


; me & xianhui @ ZOUK.


; me & xianhui & jane @ ZOUK.


; me & june @ sch.


; we are wearing the SAME SHIRT.


; me & xianhui.

♥ her FRIENDS.


; her DARLINGs/KOR/MEIs.
my LAOGONG, junelicious ♥♥
my CLONE, xueli- ♥
my gan mei,jasmine HO- ♥♥
my COUSIN,weiting ♥
samuel-.♥

; her pri sch CLASSMATES.
leeyongcai-
panlijing-
CHIN KIAT YIN-♥
MING KAI

; her secondary sch CLASSMATES.
cleffyy-
clarence-
michelle-
baoling-

; her ITE CLASSMATES.
QU*germaine-.
QU*yanling-.
QU*wenhui*thebytch-.
SHIRLEY AKA XUELING.

; her IRC/OUTSIDE frens(GIRLS).
christina.-
vivian. -
jia ling-
jazlynn-
kellie-
SONGTING-
joeY joeY-
candy-
irc`JOJO-.
SUIFENG-.

; her IRC/OUTSIDE frens(GUYS).
wugui wugui.-
kaiwen.-
ahhNEHhJIAMING-
reiaaa AKA JOSEPH.-
wee LEONG-
wiz.-
rachel.-


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♥ Thursday, November 29, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

went to sch today.
went for NOT even 5 min den go HOME LER.
fucking waste my time.
hais.

stress stress stress.
i failed my accounting test. =x
hais.

duno wad wrong with me also.
finally finish my DVD.
its so touching.
=]

&& tears fallen off again & again. LOL.

so dumb of me.

still missing you so much like i always do.
i getting no mood this few days.
duno why.
hais.
EMO of me again.

nights.

still planning tml where should i go.
SO BORED.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 11:45 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

went out with ken just nw. =)
happy bdae yeah.
watch the show FRED CLAUS.
its kinda a boring show anyw.
smiles.

vernon called just nw.
chat as usual bahs.
smiles.

friends forever we shall be. =]

yeah.
smiles.

nights.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:45 AM



♥ Wednesday, November 28, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.
went to town with mum, xianhui & jane.
den june wanted to come join us for dinner.
ate fish & co.

den mum bought me a LV bag & COACH wallet.
thanks mum.
=)
almost going 2k sia.
1st tym in my life i spend so much. LOL.



the LV bag which cost $1550.
the most expensive bag i have. =x



the COACH wallet. =)

den went bugis to buy present for KEN.
he say he wanted PERFUME.
so i go all the way to get it.
&& bought VERSACE perfume tgt too. =]

den mum bought us black pants.
each person got 1.

haha.
see my mum is so kind mans.
zzz.

guess everyone is so XIAN MU i got a gd mum. =)
i will hao hao cherish de.

vernon call-ed just nw.
chatted awhile den i go watch my dvd.
LOL.

&& for my relationship i got nth much to talk abt.
cos i m single.
hope i will find someone better than HYM. =)

&& now i gonna SLP.
but lastly wish KEN a HAPPY BDAE. =)

smiles.

cares.
TATA~!!




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:45 AM



♥ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

just watch-ed finish 2 esposide on my VCD.
nice show.

cab-ed to sch.
had my accounting exam today.
guess i will did badly.
cos half way of exam. my stomach hurts badly.
hais.
&& ate cartel for lunch i TREAT.
LOL.

smiles.
ate PIZZA HUT for dinner.
thanks xavier for the treat. =)

played mj just now with laogong, darling & xavier.
i won 34 bucks & xavier won 12 bucks.
LOL.

my mum pretty like hym lor.
keep asking me abt stupid UNCLE stuffs.
zzz.
ask this & dat.
alamaks.
HAI ME. =x
iyoz.

well.
watever it is.

tell me the reason why shld i help you?
wad do i get?

the quy fucking chooses you.
&& just leave with hym.
will you?
&& fucking get lost from my sight.
why do you want to make me jealous EVERYTIME?

so wad if i still love the quy?
will he fucking come back to my SIDE?

the ans is NO. he wun.
he will never EVER return back to my side.
GET IT?
just fucking TRUST hym will you?
since you chooses hym to be with you too.
LOVE & CARE FOR HYM.

dun make me pissed off.
dun everytime when he qone missing.
you will come & find me?
he din fucking contact me.
&& i think he wun anymore.
so pls leave me ALONE.
thanks.

i wanna go back to my own life where i can spend my life myself.

tml going town with my girlfrens & mum.
going to buy either my LV wallet, GUCCI or even burberry.
haha.

i love being back in a rich kind of spending.
misses this so much.

haha.
dumb of me.

well. take care everyone. =]
will post tml.

oyasuminasai.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:45 AM



♥ Sunday, November 25, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

gonna be at home the whole day bahs.
smiles.

not going out.
feel like playing MJ instead.
LOL.

haha.

as for study.
i can pass.
but not with FLYING COLORS. =x

as for r/s.
i m always single.

but just wondering why do ppl wanna be tgt.
when they noe they wun last?
wad for?
grow up & think wisely pls.

hais.

watever i do.
i just can wait.
&& kept thinking will you come back to me if i needa you.
but even you come back to me.
i will re-consider again since you can HONG & flirt.
i just wan a MATURE & someone who loves me & fucking noe how to think de guy. (=
i noe you will fucking read this.
&& i just dun give a fuck on it.

haha.
so pissed off of myself.
why am i feeling this way.

lalalalala.

&& why do i like dat.
who is more impt to me?
who can i trust?
i dun think my "F" also can be trusted.
who noes wad will happen in the future.
will they betray me or wad?
hais.
saddist.
NVM. i am used to be alone.
always alone.
OUTSIDE or even at home. (=
just do my things properly can ler.
dun wanna think of others ler.

i wanna go running soon.
i wanna be thin & look more pretty. =x

haha.

so lame & dumb of me.

but i still missing you, dumb dumb.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 6:16 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

here the post for today.

me now at pionner mall de mac.
zzz.

boring.
dun feel like studying also.
keep slacking like duno wad.

HAIS.

you had make me kept thinking & thinking.
why am i feeling this way?

you are such a bastard.
&& you fucking make me no face infront of my frens.
wad you do & everything make me like i should trust my fren more than you.
but i rather trust you && stuffs.

do you noe dat?
&& just nw i decided not to think of you ler.

BUT why did you fucking sms me?
i was bloody hell so SHOCKED.

hais.
&& now my mind kept thinking again.
alamaks.

why do i fucking wants?
SORRY dat i text you in the morning.
my mind keep controlling me dat i wan you back so much.

hais.

now seriously i haf no mood to study at all.
chatted with lisa just nw.
for quite awhile.
haha.
abt hym again.

she said dat say out wad you wanted.
but i just dun feel like hurting you. (=
i dun wanna be the bad qirl anymore.
hais.

who will ever understand how i feel?
HAIS.

sadded.

you made my life so EMO & different from how i m living in the past!
ndionsdoifshj928u181!!!

hais.

hope korkor YI LU SHUN FENG to your thailand trip.
(=

i should study now.
i hope i will.
nights everyone.

must concentrate. i wanna go home & sleep ler. so tired lor. iyoz.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:53 AM



♥ Saturday, November 24, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

me now at changi airport.
posting my blog.

hais.

supposing to be studying.
but now i m in a corner.

i m missing you.
why do i ?

after reading her blog.
i seem so ...........
hais.

accounting is so boring.
why why why!!!

hmphh.

nw charging my laptop.
sitting in a corner all alone in my world again.
why liddat.

HAIS.

think. think & think.
HAIS.
&& i simply hate today the date.
smiles.

well, think of wad you guys wan also.
i dun give a damn on how ppl think of me.


bye.

will reach home tml morning i guess.

anyw SENTOSA is cancelled.
anyone wanna date me out?
haha.
jk.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:53 AM



♥ Friday, November 23, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

anyw HAPPY BDAE TO DA BEN DAN, SI LIANG.
haha.

just came back from kbox.
went with enhui & xavier.

zz.
sing sing sing.

den was online just nw using xavier lappy.
talked to xiaou online.
cos someone told me dat he's online.

so yah .
talk talk & talk-ed.

he had made his decision.
i will accept the fact of it.
although its hurts.

i m backing out.
cos you dun belong to me also.
you belong to LISA from right to the beginning.

well.
you not my type also.
i duno why i will fall in love with you.
haha.
maybe i just remember-ed you acting GAY at marina.
so FUNNY.
will always remember dat.

ha.
we shall be fren forever.
hope you & LISA will last forever.
dun hurt her anymore.
hope it will be the last tym for you.

no relationship for me now.
i dun wanna fall in love for now.
its hurt BIG TIME.

smiles.

i wanna the happy SHIRLEY once again.
no more EMO life.

tml gonna go study.
exam on MON.

den SAT go sentosa.
YEAH!!!

den SUN no plan.
anyone wanna date me out?

LOL.
&& lastly thanks xavier for sending me home && the prata you treat me.
anyw you are a nice guy.
haha.
xie xie.(=


gonna go sch TML.
really.

cos 2 days never go ler. HMPHH. LOL. smiles smiles.
nights.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:53 AM



♥ Thursday, November 22, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

just came back from PLUSH.
went to zouk/phuture just nw also.

with the same few ppl. (=

i really missing you badly.
why ain't you replying me?

i m going seriously mad abt you.
why why why?

emo.
trying to act happily.
dance happily.
drink & take photos happily.

all this are so FAKE.
i smiles but deep inside my heart.
i m crying.

hais.

will update the new photos taken soon.
bye.
i go sleep.
got to go sch tml.


missingYOUsobadly. =(
CRIES.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:53 AM



♥ Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

; went sch today.
; have photo taking.
; after dat went to EXPO. - food fair & stuffs.
; went work after dat.

&& here i m blogging.

- wad a lonely night today.
- such a cold weather.
- but i still open my air-con.
- a normal routine for me. =x

well.
do i still love you & wanted you so much?
i duno the answer & reason NOW.
cant think.

saw LISA's blog just nw.
i noe you still love hym.
if you cant forget hym den get hym back lor if you want lar. =)
i dun wanna be a qirl who snatch ppl bf de.
smiles.

maybe i just suitable to be alone in my world with my friends ard me.
my kors,meis,laogong && darlings bahs.

hais.

if you really love me.
you wun hurt me.
maybe dat not love.

well.
liang jing ru got new songs.
go get it.
i think should be nice & meaningful.
heard in at 933fm just nw.

smiles.

nights.

; hope i wun think of you again.
just wanna remember your smiles & laughter in my mind.
the place we went. && the fun we enjoyed. (=
bye.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:53 AM



♥ Tuesday, November 20, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

played mj just nw.
lose.
sad.
nvm.

emo again.
why why why.
you made my life so confusing.
do i really love you?
really no mood.

why did you played with my feelings?
tell me.
i cried.
you heard me.
do you noe how much you hurt me?

why must i found out the truth myself.
i rather duno or hide it if i can.
but why?

sms-ed lisa just nw in e afternn.
she told me she backing out.
but i wanted you back so much.
but its no point.

you can do this type of things.
wad will happen in the future?

do i have or do i even haf a chance to get back with you?
dat the point.

why must you play with qirls de feeling?
its no fun.
no joke.

am i really dat nobody?
a nobody you can played with?

i m NORT.
why m i feeling this way?

my exam is coming soon.
&& why do all this fuckinq thinq happen.
WHY?

my mind just cant get thru.
i wanna give up you.
your face is fading in my mind.
i only remember your smiles & laughter.
WHY?

i guess i m seriously going mad.
i dun shows it out.
but why do i have to keep everything in my heart.

hais.

"BABY" i wanna hold you tight & never let you go.
but all this is just my nonsense thinking.
hais.

saddist of me.

SHIRLEY SHIRLEY.
why am i feeling this way?

can anyone tell me?

i really have a fucked up life.
complicated LIFE.
relationship really sucks BIG TIME.
this is driving me crazy.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

tears fall off again.

bye.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 12:02 AM



♥ Sunday, November 18, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~



photos taken @ ZARA wearing same T-shirt.




EMO.


whad is all happening in this world?
he claims he love me?
yet just nw i noe he attached.
wtf.

times really can changes everything.
my heart really hurts.

i choosen to keep quiet.
doesnt mean anythinq.

i m not a GIRL you can play with.
you will get your retribution.

i tried to keep my tears in my heart.
i dun wanna cry for anyone else anymore.

but why always i m the one getting hurt?
why cant i have someone i love with me?
why must it be all attached?
WHY?

fucktard.
r/s still sucks.
heng. i did not get into any. hais. PHEW.

i m sorry.
hais.
to all my fren who care abt me.
thanks for much.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 11:57 PM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

just came back from town.
went out with the 3 BEST frens, ken & lex.

walked ard.
den went to the ROUGUE bar.
quite nice.

den drank abit.
dun feel like drinking alot.

----------------------------------

to baby.
i keep missing you.
i just duno why.
sorry for keep texting you.
nvm if you dun reply me.
its alright.

i guess it over btw us anyway.
i dun1 to hope or pray for anything.

wad's mine will become mines.

i promise myself not to drop any tears for guys anymore.
i hope i will do this.

keep trying to keep my tears in my heart when just nw in the bar.
kept waiting for you & again.
but why always i am the 1 waiting for you.

i think it's no point.
you say you love me?
where is your action?
SHOW IT TO ME!!
hais.

sad.

i just wanted to see you so much.
but why why why.

hope you will see all this & noe how i feel. sad
MISS HYM. =)

nights.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:46 AM



♥ Saturday, November 17, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

i m so bored now.
got nth to do.
so gonna post again.

i feel so hurt & painful now.
i just duno why i m feeling this way.
just nw "someone" told me dat "X" still haven settle with his thing with his ex.
den i send a sms to "X" abt it.
i say this to hym.
i think we be fren will be better although we are fren now.
its better to keep it this way.
you told me you love me but i think you still love your ex & dat why "someone" told me.
i dun wanna be 3rd party.
i dun wanna be hurt anymore.
although it really hurts.
hais.
teach me wad to do?

i guess i have given up on yy ler bahs.

yy made me noe wad is the real hurt.
his cruelness & everything.
his backview.
i will remember it.

lots of tears had been wasted.
so i hope i wun cry for guys anymore. (=

gonna be strong.
headache. hais.

nights everyone.
tmr i m going out with jane & june.
anyone wanna join me.
text or give me a call bahs. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:47 AM



i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

went to sch today.
slack all the way.
waste tym only.
zzz.

gonna post some of the pics taken today.
this wad we do when we are boring.
gonna intro you some of my frens in sch. (=



my 2nd bf. JANE. (=




my laogong XIANHUI. (=




my bitchy friend, WENHUI.


smiles.

gonna update some of my pics & fren taken during my bdae. (=



my HELLO KITTY bdae cake.




me cutting my cake. smiles.




me, laogong & jane.




me,cranky bro & his gf.




me,christina & bangala.




me & june.




jane,me & june.




frens forever.


this are the photos.
will update more pic taken at zouk. (=

ENJOY.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 12:48 AM



♥ Friday, November 16, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

jus changed my blogskin.
i will update more pics soon. (=

smiles.

went zouk&phuture on wed with xianhui, jane, june, KOR(chris), haru, ck & max.
smiles.

took lots of pic.
zouk is not bad sia.
1st tym going there. =x

mambo nite. the song is so relac.
den phuture squeeze like roti prata.
so packed.
aiyo.

den after club.
went makan with dem @ lau pa sat.
ate lots of seafood.
saw melvin KOR at there.
so dao . =x

den after dat someone fetch us HOME.
den too tired & din went to sch.

anyway HAPPY BDAE XIANG XIANG & JASMIN!
smiles.

went city hall just nw. (=
finally i bought my PURPLE SKINNY PANTS. =)


errmss.

now editing my pictures.
going to slp soon.


missing my BABY so much.
hope he misses me too. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:11 AM



♥ Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

my bdae is over.
this gonna be a long post for me.
a grandma story gonnna begin. =)

haha.

thanks for all the present. love ya.
thanks for the bdae wishes you guys send me.
&& thanks for those attending my party.

hehe.

there is gd & sad storry.

let me say the gd 1 1st bahs.
i guess i did enjoy.
hope everyone also.
thanks KOR(chris) & jane for comforting me.

bad is SORRY for dat i cried.
i cant take it.
cos i see some fucking face on my bdae.
dat i dun really wanted to de.

hais.
whenever i look at him. i feel painful.
dat will be the last tym i see hym on my bdae ler.

its OVER.
i wun think of it anymore.

thanks baby & laogong & my 2nd "bf" for there being for me.
instead i have 2 kor for now.
CHRIS & ZEN.

& june broke up with his bf.
lots of stuffs happen.

&& after dat night.
alot of stuffs happen.
its will be PAST OR some memories. =x

&& something FUNNY IS DAT AKI & BANGALA IS THE VOMITING KING. =x
AKI IS SOMEONE WATCHING AFTER THE TOILET & DOOR MANAGER.
JAC IS THE TOILET CLEANER. LOL.


&& to vernon.
hope you & christina will be alright.

&& to all the couples in the world.

CHERISH BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. =)


i dun think i dare to step into r/s now.
cause lots of thing happen.
sry baby for rejecting you now.
=)

smiles.

will update the photos tml when i get home. LOVE YA.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 11:12 PM



♥ Sunday, November 11, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

HAPPY 19th bdae to me.

thanks for all the bdae wishes you guys send to me.
having my chalet later on.

but why ain't i happy abt it or excited?
hais.

its been 1 mth since you left me. sad.

should i be happy or not?
be love or not to be loved?

hope my bdae wishes will come true.

&& thanks dad for the PSP (SLIM),
jane for the GUESS belt.
laogong & haru for the bdae CAKE. &&
auntie & uncle for the ELLE SHIRTs.
&& grandma for anything i wanted. =x



will update more when i come back from my chalet. (=

hopefully mum will get me a burberry wallet. =)

smiles smiles.

nights everyone. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:05 AM



♥ Friday, November 09, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

nice song updated in my blog. (=

the lyrics.
its kinda meaningful.

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It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say…
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed…
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine…
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn…
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

[Pre-chorus:]
(How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…

[Chorus:] [2x]
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

Should have known then, what I know now…
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me…
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to…
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me…
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

[Pre-chorus:]
(How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?)

Every single hour,
Of every single day, I
Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
Sent you on your way
And now you’re gone…

[Chorus:] [2x]
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret

[Instrumental]

[Chorus:]
Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again…
Our love is My Regret .



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=))

2 more days. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:49 PM



♥ Wednesday, November 07, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

tears keep falling off.
i duno why.

wad had happen to me?

hoping someone will be dere for me.
i m so lonely.
lonely.
really.

guys do not meant on wad they say.
today & ytd say the different thing.

hais.
watever it is.

i m so emo.
mood swings.

why m i not waiting for my bdae to come && happily enjoy.
i cant.
why?

hais......




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 1:33 AM



♥ Monday, November 05, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

alot of days din go to sch.

its been 25 days since you left me.
my moods always swings like nobody noes.
hais.

i gonna be 19 soon in few days.
i m nort really happy abt it.
why?

in my heart, i really lacks something.
i noe this well.

how i wish everything is a dream.
&& how i hope you will give me a surprise on my bdae && you will tell me
everything is a dream & you did not went back to ur ex.
i really wish.

but all this is just my childish thinking.

i m so immature.
but you noe why i kept thinking.
cos i wanted you back so much.

you wun even bothers to read my blog.
i noe it well.

but only here i can express my feeling out.

hais.

sometimes i really think.
no guys i will die anort?
i kept tell myself i wun.

cos all guys cheated on me.
why should i bothers to sacrifite so much.
hais.

duno why.

mood swings again.
everytime like dat.

sorry dad & mum for letting you guys worried everytime
dat i did not went home.

hais.

i must be more mature & stop acting those childish stuffs.
its time.
&& i m getting old & old each day.

i dun wanna live in a boring way & style i m now.

i will try to CHANGE it. =x

nights.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 10:20 PM



♥ Sunday, November 04, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

hello.

2 days never went to sch.
=)

&& fri night went to meet up with xianhui,xiaou,ken & des.
din eat steamboat & buffet.
ATE BURGER KING INSTEAD.

wad a stupid china bade i have on fri.
nvm.
i am meant to be ALONE & LONELY in my life this yearr.
sad.

we from far east WALKED to CINE.
den from CINE WALKED to PARKLANE.

played 2 rounds of billard dere.
den saw my cousin jeffrey there.

den i played lan awhile.
den we WALKED to mustafa.

den finally CAB-ED to geylang to eat. =x


fri is all abt WALKING & WALKING.
so tireddd.

den morning den reach home.

LOL.

&& stay at home & watched FATE to FATE.
finally finish 36 espoide. =)

tml gonna do other thinqs ler.

7 more days to my bdae. =x
hoping to have the right quy pei me on my bdae.
but too bad. LONELY LIFE.

night everyone. (=




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 3:58 AM



♥ Thursday, November 01, 2007
i choosen to love you more & more each day~

just came back from mos.

which i dun think i am enjoying.
cos i m getting sick soon.

having fucking diahorrea from morning till now.
feel like vomit.

drank abit of vodka & champagne just nw.
i guess.
zzz.

nowadays really dun like/love clubbing & drinking liao.
will go less of it.
i swear. (=

den cab-ed home alone just nw.
dun wanna spoiled their mood.

okays.

single is getting boring.
doesnt seem to like it. =x

take care.

10 days left to my bdae. (=

always hoping he will go.
but he wun cos i nv invite hym to go.
only invited his friends.

i duno why.
kept thinking of hym.
hais.

sad.

there is this phrase it is NICE. to understand is to APPRECIATE. =)

night.
i go rest ler.
not feeling good. =x

got to see a doc tml if this carry on .

smiles.




Y因为很爱你,所以不想放弃。我爱你笨笨.


* she ain't emo. this are just mere her words of expressing herself.
* { she loves walking in the RAIN cos nobody noes she's CRYING.
roarrs @ 2:38 AM